Sometimes my head explodes. Should I stay, or should I leave? Will he change, or stay the same? I'm so sick of being here with him all day long, when he sleeps all day and stay up all night. Why can't he see that this is hurting me? I feel like giving up, but at the same time I want it to last. So hard.
But I cant say what my feelings are anymore. I truly don't know <,3